Full Moon in Aquarius: Factor Q
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quincunx Jupiter in Pisces (walking into the abyss)
semisextile Venus in Virgo (awkward, calloused love)
You are ready to Animorph into everyone’s worst nightmare. And I applaud you. They don’t deserve the Cyborg, atypical, pseudointellectual you’re becoming as you detach from all the emotions that you no longer have time to feel. This is a blessing and I’m sure it doesn’t feel that way if you’re a) super busy right now, b) super single, or c) super lonely. These are all very real risks of an Aquarian period. “I’m hugging you with my eyes. (don’t touch me)” You’re alone among friends. You’re listening to a podcast surrounded by people on a train. The next two weeks are weird, in a good way, unless it happens to be in a bad way (ha). It is however making you super aware of your boundaries, where you begin and others end, and your super powers of focus and silver sight.
Aquarius rules communities and complex networks of superhighways. It is like the Internet. It works fast, it is reliably advancing and adapting and it’s nothing personal. There’s fetish porn and food blogs and quantum physics articles co-mingling. There is no judgment or ethical paradigm in this Full Moon. The ends fully justify the means at this time. It’s cool but you’re a little too chilly to see how this time will affect you emotionally later on. It’s a little like numbness: you’re not in your body or your feelings and you might wake up sore and slack a couple weeks from now. Use this time of emotional insulation like the pillowy cloud between harsh reality and your wildest dreams. With Venus and Jupiter involved, you will likely see some tiny surprises and good luck out of the most awkward and ridiculous moments.
You are emotionally self-regulating to the point where you forget you’re also a human being with tender needs. The Full Moon’s influx of static rushes past you like infernal electrons following the path of least resistance. Your thoughts and constellations arrive so violently that you might have to keep a notebook by your side at all times just to record the ideas and alternate realities as they pass through you like a butterfly through a hole in a net. What enters you rings inside you: a finger on the rim of a glass singing, until the sound pulses louder and louder. Your head is on loop following every tangent into the deep dark.
This is not an ordinary day and you are both intimately close to the bridge of the moment and far removed. You are connecting to the collective but you are not in love. You are moving closer to your goals but you’re oddly detached from the outcome. The theme right now is “I don’t feel like I want it anymore” - Just. As. You. Are. Receiving. It. And in this moment of boredom, you’re willing to play with reality and pull some outlandish, iconoclastic stuff to spite the dream that isn’t real. “If I were awake, could I do THIS…?!” - the tone. Your return to everyday life two weeks from now at the New Moon, an animal given the knowledge of a god but unable to articulate any of it.
xoxo,
Hayley
Read: Parakeet - Marie-Helene Bertino
Watch: Ghost in the Shell
Listen: Sapokanikan - Joanna Newsom